wow. i havent been on here for a while.. i guess i didnt need this. but i think i do now thats y i kept it. juss in case there was something on my mind, or if something happend. this is were pepo cant touch my feelings, and decide things for me.

if michael wrote, i dont see y i cant.

well i guess the tables have turned. we finally broke up. even tho its been MONTHS, its still on my mind. i never reeli dealt with it. i moved on before my heart was ready and that was my fault. but i just want him back. we've been through soo much. and i love him. michael, y dont u just come back to me? i came back to you. you begged me to come back. and now im begging you. i know you dont love me anymore. but what about everything you said to me? all of those promises?? that you didnt know what you would do if u lost me. i know wut i did was wrong. but i gave you that chance. y dont u give me that chance? it hurts my heart knowing what i did for you, and i know what you did for me. you said it yourself, "this is TRUE love" im not sure if i believe it myself anymore. prove me wrong. tell me it IS true. even you lost hope. you dont want me back. iono if you will ever want me back. and i breakdown and cry sometimes just thinking about we've been through. i know you prolly dont care about what i think. your prolly tired of me, which means your tired of everything with me. but it hurts knowing that you onced cared so much for me, that you would let me slip away like this...

thank you michael..

for breaking my heart and showing what love means.

the best thing about 1st loves is that its the beginning to many more.

even tho i wanted you to be my first kiss....i had always wanted you to be my last..

m&m forever.... 1_10_05

myra ~

heyy happy halloween pepo =]

edit// :   SUNDAY 11_6_05

YESS OMGOSH yesterday AND fri. was AWESOME ^-^ i LOVED it...i kant wait to go to skool tomorrow =]